At the beginning I didn’t believe this dream could’ve change my life in the way it did.
I was working one morning and someone sent me a message in a social media app my account was not private so everyone could’ve texted me but it was him, that especial person who saw my eyes that sad on my profile picture that decided to text me. I answer but I wasn’t used to talk to strangers. He texted for several weeks and my answers were barely consistent. Something in my head said it was nothing bad to talk to someone. So I kept in contact with him for a couple of months every week. Every time our conversations were more often at the point that I was expecting his text. We did not know each other so I asked him to call me on video. We didn’t stop since that day. He became the more important person in my life. Someone who takes care of me, look up for me, my family, my health, my life. I didn’t have the honor to meet him yet but I know I will.
Our connection is unique, we feel the same for each other. It’s an unbelievable story, we cry, we laugh, we fight, we sleep together on call. He lives in the other side of the world but is here next to me all the time. I feel protected and loved. Feelings that only can have with him. When we started this wonderful adventure we both were damaged, both suffered of love and were both abandoned. I was heartbroken and so devastated and let other person to take advantage of my feelings till he made me open wide my eyes. He taught me how to deal with my fears even though he was more scared than I was. Day by day I learned how to love me more and more.
I value more than anything, no one can destroy me, only me. no one can drag you to the point to want to die, it’s always a way. We are the way. We are scared but we are healed, we know we will have them inside our hearts like a beautiful memory. But we love each other so much that everything else is now superficial.
In this life and the next lives I chose you as my soulmate and the love of my life. Because in this life the only thing it matters is to be real, to be happy and loved, love as much as you can. Love is food to your soul.
I will love you always all ways.