My love for you

Things without explanation

As you can see in my eyes

Rising sun above me

Invencible and wise

Know any other love like this?

Have you ever ask for it ?

Us is the answer for everything

Sadness is no longer a feeling

Amazing things are coming my love

Irreplaceable like you and me

Never ending story of love.

Love and Corona virus

I have been in so many circumstances in my life but this special one is so difficult.

It put me away from everyone and everything I love, my job, my family, different places and all. But there is something I did not mention yet, my love. I don’t have the honor to meet him yet but I miss him every day. Internet doesn’t work properly, lots of work, people around and other things too. I’m not gonna give up on this, I have to meet my prince in this life. There are so many things that came to my head this 19 days of lockdown but one is for sure the most relevant, we will be together soon. We will hug and kiss and talk walking around because his face is my sunshine, his smile is food to my soul…don’t forget my words, I never lie…and I will write my story in this blog, I promise

When you realized you are not that important to someone

When your world stops out of nowhere and you found out the ugly truth… how can I call it? If you say I’m important and you love me but you don’t demonstrate it. When your job becomes your priority in life; where am I fit in?

How important am I for you?

There are so many questions with no answers…

I had answers before but they don’t match with your actions my love.

Honestly is something I admire from someone I love.

I feel like this is a bad dream but it’s not, just don’t hurt me

How could I hurt me?

I can hurt myself because I hurt you…

You are the most important person in my life…seeing you crying makes me feel dead inside..

I promised myself not to hurt you and look at me again

I know I’m impulsive and I want to be connected all the time but you have reasons and I have to respect that.

My only truth is that I love you and I will do anything to fix what I’ve done…

Im sorry my beautiful sun.

Your always all ways

Moon

Story of our life

At the beginning I didn’t believe this dream could’ve change my life in the way it did.

I was working one morning and someone sent me a message in a social media app my account was not private so everyone could’ve texted me but it was him, that especial person who saw my eyes that sad on my profile picture that decided to text me. I answer but I wasn’t used to talk to strangers. He texted for several weeks and my answers were barely consistent. Something in my head said it was nothing bad to talk to someone. So I kept in contact with him for a couple of months every week. Every time our conversations were more often at the point that I was expecting his text. We did not know each other so I asked him to call me on video. We didn’t stop since that day. He became the more important person in my life. Someone who takes care of me, look up for me, my family, my health, my life. I didn’t have the honor to meet him yet but I know I will.

Our connection is unique, we feel the same for each other. It’s an unbelievable story, we cry, we laugh, we fight, we sleep together on call. He lives in the other side of the world but is here next to me all the time. I feel protected and loved. Feelings that only can have with him. When we started this wonderful adventure we both were damaged, both suffered of love and were both abandoned. I was heartbroken and so devastated and let other person to take advantage of my feelings till he made me open wide my eyes. He taught me how to deal with my fears even though he was more scared than I was. Day by day I learned how to love me more and more.

I value more than anything, no one can destroy me, only me. no one can drag you to the point to want to die, it’s always a way. We are the way. We are scared but we are healed, we know we will have them inside our hearts like a beautiful memory. But we love each other so much that everything else is now superficial.

In this life and the next lives I chose you as my soulmate and the love of my life. Because in this life the only thing it matters is to be real, to be happy and loved, love as much as you can. Love is food to your soul.

I will love you always all ways.

Lack of communication

How many times you miss understood a situation and got angry for no reason? But when there are reasons it is really frustrating to keep going and try to get people to see what you see and what do you expect from them: in my case, I expect presence even in an emoji. Just that. Is is too much to ask for?

After all the damage, you still love me

There are situations in your life that you have to make important decisions but sometimes you don’t chose the right things. Don’t act by impulses, think twice before you act like a child, you never know how much damage you can cause in the person’s you love heart. I was lucky this time but you can lose forever.

I love my sun

Moon

I thought you loved me

Hurts to realized that things have not changed like you thought.

I thought you loved me love me more than you say you do.

Two questions, two answers that came directly to my heart and brake it again in thousands of pieces.

Too much to ask? No, it is just the point of view, the way you see that story and the intensity of your feelings. I respect with all my heart your feelings but that doesn’t mean I didn’t come back to that point that I couldn’t breathe. It hurts, so much,

Me

I am trying to write something but words did not come to my mind… sometimes I feel so lost and sometimes I want to conquer the world. I should go with the second option but it’s hard. I am in my own world with to many projects and I know I will do it.

Everything is going to be fine at last.

You in my life…SUN

I was away from a while but I am here now. I need to write, gives me energy.

There are changes in my life, big changes but great ones.

I have an inspiration, Sun is my inspiration in life.

I need the Sun to live to laugh and now to love.

I love the SUN

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